Moods

Right now I am sitting alone in my apartment. Karen and Brian are off dancing like they do every Tuesday night. I wish I could go, but no one will go with me. April and Jenny are off somewhere, I don't know where. So I am sitting here listening to Jamie Cullum and being in one of my moods that I seem to be getting more often these days. I wanted to talk to a friend last night, but he was off with some someone else for the evening. I would love to go out to Babb's with a friend and just talk and hang out.

About my moods. Most of the time I have no idea why I get them. The way it seems to work is that suddenly a feeling of sadness, frustration, and hopelessness comes over me, and I have no idea why it is there. There have been a few times where there was a logical reason why I was in my mood, but normally there is no specific reason. I wonder if anyone else is as strange as I am when it comes to things like this.

Anyway, on a lighter note, I got my bridesmaid dress for Joan's wedding today. It is made of black silk, goes down to the knees, and looks great on me! And for only $70, it is a great price for a bridesmaid dress! Now Karen just has to look for shoes, and I will be set for August.

Last night I had to stay up late to make a lesson to teach for elementary music methods. I stayed up so late because I thought I had to teach on Thursday. But I looked at my planner yesterday and saw that I had to teach today. I did a lesson of instrument families and assessing on it with the use of those fortune tellers that we all made in grade school. It worked out allright, and my classmates really liked the fortune tellers. It brought them back to grade school, which made me smile.....

Well, since I stayed up so late last night, I'm thinking I should go to bed early tonight. I went to the Wellness Center to work off some energy, so I have to take a shower, then go to bed. Goodnight.